Im sitting here at the hospital in the radiology department..and i wana kill someone..im getting an ultra sound because i more than likely have to get my gallbladder removed and i just have this raging feeling that people are sitting here and they think im pregnant and i wana kill.. I dont know why but i do.. I feel their eyeballs stabbing at me and looking at my fat stomach thinking oh yeah shea prego…no im just fat…
Im sitting at school.. Minding my own business..eating my lean cuisine..and this girl.. Who annoys the crap outta me for more reasons than one.. Comes trompalompin in with her mcdonalds bag and shoves half of a mcchicken in her mouth and has mayo all over her mouth and chin and is chewing loudly wih her damn mouth open.. Not only does she eat her mcchicken she eats ANOTHER sandwich..ugh and fries.. And god knows what else.. And i mean i know shes prego and what not but she needs to slow her roll becuz shes eating like a pig…
Tell me who your best friends are, and I will tell you who you are. If you run with wolves, you will learn how to howl. But, if you associate with eagles, you will learn how to soar to great heights. “A mirror reflects a man’s face, but what he is really like is shown by the kind of friend or…
I LOVE being at school and i LOVE being at the gym.. Burned a good 650 calories which is good bevause i splurged with some ice cream and mcbites from mcdonalds..its nice to know you can splurge a little if you work it off! my net cals were 738 so im happy :)
ALSO MY NEWEST NSV everyone at school complimented me on how skinny i looked today.. I mean ok maybe i had my body shaperon but still!!! It made me feel really good about my self! Almost 10 pounds in 3 weeks the healthy way…and i feel much more satisfied with myself.. 10 pounds gone is alot more fufilling when you have worked for it rather than when you have tryed to take the easy way out with diet pills and things like that.. I WILL be 170 by my birthday and i WILL feel accomplished!!!
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The Truth Is: It’s a lot easier to tolerate intense internal self-hatred when other people like you.
I speak from experience. I spent most of my years craving external validation. I gave everyone what they…
